{Blog 4}

Dear Readers,




So I have been working hard on my song! I am not even close to finishing. But I will post the lyrics until after the music video. I dunno what I'm doing?! I don't wanna be famous. But  I just wanted to make a song! Hope this works out! Ok, so enough about the song, that's all I'm talking about these days lol! Anyway, today when I was showing my song so far to my parents after they said they really liked it. And for some reason, my dumb self went to sit down the stairs lol. And then I missed the step and hurt my backbone. Which hurt really bad, and it is still in pain, oof! So, yeah, that sucked a lot, hopefully, the rest of the day can go better. Plus, I am still sick: I. And I am hoping to get better, of course. So another thing. I downloaded Grammarly to help me with school essays and stuff.  


Ok, so this is later. I'm watching the youngest singers. It makes me cry. I wish I could be on stage with them. Although I would be nervous that would be fun! Oof! Anyway! My life is boring. So I  am very, very bored so I dunno what to do. My biggest dream is to become a singer. So good steps to become a singer...




1. Began practicing and get singing lessons to get a good singing voice.


2. Began making a song.


3. Make a music video for it and make a YouTube Channel begin your music career. 



4. Get into a show or something to show your music for the world. 


5. After all your hard work begins making you more popular and everything else.




And those are the steps. And I don't even know why I am blogging this. Anyway, again enough of this. So anyway, my dad had to go to work today. And I'm bored as heck! I guess I can do random stuff, I dunno XD. Anyways, I have nothing else to talk about so yeah it. I'm gonna work on my song. Also before I end it off, {Sophie Pecora is my Idol lol.}



<Emily>

{Blog 3}

Dear Readers,




Hello, everyone! It is the day after Christmas. Which is good... Cool, I guess! I dunno? I'm kinda bored because there is nothing to do. Anyway, I  need to talk about some things. Well... They are bothering me a lot. So, I have a really good singing voice, as well... Some people think so at least. Anyways, I like to sing a lot! And I sing a lot. I really don't know how I am going to become a singer? I don't even live anywhere where someone will find out that I am a singer. Maybe if I make a music video? Anyway, I created a song! I dunno if I should so you lyrics... No, thanks actually! I am still updating! Anyway, enough about this. So, we are going to be playing a game again! It is a monopoly!  So yeah! Those are the main things we will be doing this evening. Mostly boring stuff, other than the game. So yeah! Gotta go take care of my sick self. Which is sad. Also I got Grammarly. Which I regret getting! Anyways bye post later!



(Emily)

Christmas is coming YAY {Struggles and Motiv stuff blog 1}

So, things are going well! Christmas is coming very soon very exiting! Well since this is on struggles and motive, I may as well say that I am sick, yep! I mean I pretty sure i said it in my last post. But still, it is one of my main struggles. :( But I won't let a little sickness stop me! Why should I? Although it is Christmas and it is not fair that I am sick, does that mean I should be upset, being upset is only when its really something upsetting. I will not show any examples, anyways this is how I think of things. When you are upset, think about your favorite things and then you won't feel so bad! This is something from the Sound Of Music movie, people say I'm too young and that I am weird for watching these types of movies. Never listen to people who make you feel upset, bc this is what they want. They want you to feel upset, but ya that's not the subject. Still just a little extra thing, well.. that I always think about in my head. So, anyways another thing that I am going through is depression. Yep I said it ppl tend to think I am lying about how I feel. But no, its the reality anyways ppl who believe me ask, "how do you even feel so cheerful?" all you have to do is let the positivity rush through you! You will cry, and cry until you can't anymore. But why cry when you can be positive and never feel sad? That is how I realized what I should do, this stuff came from my parents mostly.  So yeah I think it's best if we stay with the positive stuff and just do motiv from now on. Bc, I feel like it would be better. So many people that trust me ask this question, "What should I do when my best friend ignores me after a fight?" This has happened to me too, it may seem like your friend-ship is over. But it's not! One of the things you can do as a person, is the talk to your friend at least try to and apologize. Some of your friends are reasonable enough to just say sorry too and you are friends again. But I have found that many people still get mad at you. That's people for ya! The other way which is most convenient is to wait, because your friend will begin feeling upset. They will want to talk to you again, and they will end up doing it!!! So there problem solved, ok now back to struggles. So something that is very stupid of me but I had no choice. So I was looking through the presents I had made for my family. And after I had packed everyone into a gift bag, I began looking for that paper stuff that is a nice color like blue and stuff and you stuff it on top of the gift. Well I remembered seeing some of that stuff in the basement were all the Christmas stuff is. Well I went down and looked everywhere.. and what did I find? None! Ooof, and guess what I was being rather weird and stupid that day... And so, I used wrapping paper instead!!! WOW! What was I thinking?! :O Seriously??? And just now I checked in my basement for any suspicion about  that stuff and I FOUND SOME OF THAT PAPERY STUFF!!! {Face Palm} I cannot believe this! And guess what?? Even now, I don't even think about changing the wrapping paper! Well, whatever! I already crumpled it up, so what's the point.. Ooof. I am the weirdest person E-V-E-R! OK, maybe that's enough criticizing myself. Heh, wow... Anyways I have many gift bags used for my presents for my big family coming over and my parents got mad because we did not have enough gift bags for everyone. Lol, that's what they get too, because I found out that my dad took all of that papery stuff which is what I'll call it. And then he had too much and then he put it back 2 days after he used it! >:( All that frustration for nothing!!! But yes, I do realize that I am overreacting about this. But still, I am angry because I spent 4 hrs looking for it! Why, because I wanted to make the presents look best as possible. I still am worrying because I still have that wrapping paper with the presents. I am 100% sure my cousins will make fun of me. But ya.. I try and I stress lol! So, anyways, I'm not like those kids who look for their presents because they want to know what they get before Christmas. I am patient and I like surprises, lol probably a surprise hearing that from me. Anyways ya that's all I have to say about my present struggles lol! Now onto Christmas food struggles, {Even worse.} So the first thing I had to do was make about lets say 50 Christmas cookies. I was so excited at first! But I began making everything, like the batter, and this happened. So, I was using a mixer and I added the ingredients, so after I added the flour I noticed that the mixture was taking a while to form. So with my 12 year old brain, I thought why not increase the speed! And there it happened!!! The flour and part of the mixture flew out and part of the flour puffed into my face. I stared in awe and after like a second I went back to the mixer and stopped it. I was just in time after I had cleaned me and the table and floor and made a bit more batter/dough. That my mom came home, I was so relived that she never saw what happened!!! So ya that was part of the cookie catastrophe. The second time my mom as busy working on  her tablet and resting that she did not see what I was struggling with. So when I was working on making the dough flat so I could begin sliding the cookie cutters and shaping them... As I was rolling the dough, it kept getting stuck. Which was not a biggie at first, but then even if I put flour on the rolling pin in stuck. And soon half of it was stuck to the pin! I was like, God please help me! I cannot do this! Thankfully after 10 minutes of struggles I was able to get the dough off, phew!!! Thankfully everything else went smoothly and the cookies are now perfectly fine! I am so glad! Hopefully there won't be any other struggles regrading food. Ok last Christmas struggle was regarding my cousins yep, they are the cookie lovers. ;-; So, 2 days ago which was Saturday, also the day of my dance performance my cousins came over. They kept whispering to me things like, "When we come over for Christmas make enough cookies and/or Get us a lot of presents mom and dad never get us enough. I'm just like, whatever I don't have to listen to them. They seemed to know I thought that and they kept threatening me!!! It was so annoying!!! I was like "Stop" and "No." So ya, my aunt ended up finding out and they got in trouble. But it still bothers me! I don't want them to complain about, "Oh, Why did you not give us lots of presents?" My auntie spoiled them, and it was a bad idea. I am not gonna say a word to them on Christmas. Anyways now let's move on to my whole family struggles. So the other day my parents got the bills for Shaw and internet. And the electricity bill for the month, was 300 dollars!!! Like what??? I was on an internet detox and so was my mom? Who could possibly use so much internet? We asked grandma she said she would not have used so much internet. She had the most honest face I have ever seen, plus why would my grandma even use so much internet, I always see her head in books. So, we realized that it must have been my dad!!! We confronted him and after about 5 minutes of talking he admitted he was using a lot of internet lately, and he was taking advantage of his data on his phone, {He is the only person in our family who has data.} 


{Emily}

My First Post and about CHRSITMAS!!!

So, since this my first I would like to say a few things. I have many other blogs for some reason I really don't know why, but I do. And also I have not posted in any of them in like a really really long time. 


So, Christmas is in a couple days!!! I made many gifts for my family, and it took forever!!! Anyways, I am a loser bc this is prob super boring for you guys to read. XD Whatever anyways enough about Christmas, let's save the Christmas stuff for Christmas day and Christmas Eve. Well bye this is all I have to say for today. 

--{Emily} :3